Have you ever created a manifesto? I searched my soul to create mine and the discoveries I made came out like music. So, what is a manifesto in the first place? Well, my definition comes from the emotional journey I embarked on to construct mine. I believe a manifesto is everything we pull from our hearts to construct a positive message to the world. Throughout this blog, I will discuss what I found when I looked inside myself and the meaning of the words, colors and designs spread across the canvas.
My journey was sparked by a simple graduate class
assignment. I Found myself sitting in front of my computer trying to figure out
how to yet another assignment. But after some time, it went from an academic task
to something a little more abstract that involved being honest with myself and
soul searching. I discovered that I would have to reach deep inside my heart
and pull out everything and convert it all into words. The closest metaphor to
this project is how a guitar player plays a solo during a concert. There are no
music sheets in front of him/her and no memorized notes. The guitar player absorbs
the energies from the environment, reaches into the deepest depths of his/her
heart and just plays. You might say at this point that creating a manifesto is
a way of synthesizing our ideas, feelings and beliefs into colors, shapes and
words.
So, let’s begin by following the order of steps which
I took to create my piece. First, I chose to set a background texture of
violent red and orange flames consuming the page. For me fire symbolizes raw
passion and anger. These virtues are unstable in nature but for me they
represent how deeply and intensely I care. In terms of what this means for me
as an educator, I will push my students to succeed and to learn. It makes me
angry to see where the values have shifted in our younger generations. For
example, video games are the scourge that all educators have to contend with.
The reality is that educators are fighting a two front battle every single day
we enter the classroom; the battle to teach our students and the other against
video games. As an educator in training this is a clear source of anger which I
believe will motivate me during my career to show children that if they can turn
off their game consul, they can learn something practical and real. I went
through my first fieldwork experience as a graduate student and I quickly
learned that as long as I was involved with the students, I was competing with
their interest in video games. It seems that educators have long embraced technology
by using games to make learning more fun. Here’s the truth! Learning IS fun.
Educators should not have to make it fun or enjoyable because it should be
rewarding enough to learn a new skill. I believe that video games have stolen
the thunder of educators and we MUST take it back! My anger toward that very
problem will be what motivates me to do something about it.
There are other things that have been a cancer to all
classrooms long before video games ever arrived on the scene that also stokes
the fire of my anger such as bullying. As an educator in training, I have a
soft spot for children with disabilities and seeing them being battered,
bullied and belittled makes my blood boil. I feel their pain therefore it’s
almost as if myself and the student go through it together. For the sake of
length, I will conclude my discussion of anger and how it is represented in my
manifesto here. Although, rest assured it will play a positive role in my
teaching career and it is my hope that it helps me give my students a true
learning experience. Anger has been given a bad reputation but the truth is
that when its power is harnessed correctly, you can do wonderful things with
it.
Let us move on to the ideas spread across the page. For
starters, the word “achieve” appears in bold, yellow font. Setting and achieving
goals is very important to me as a person. I believe that setting out to
achieve goals makes us all better individuals. Over the course of my life, I
have set goals for myself and I haven’t been the same since. When I was in high
school, my goals for my senior year were to achieve straight As, qualify for
the National Honor Society, run a five-minute mile, date my best friend and be
a successful Varsity track athlete. I am happy to report that I did achieve all
of those goals. The interesting thing about goals and achievement is that it’s
not the goal itself that changes you. Rather, it is the journey. To achieve the
listed goals, I had to learn the skill of time management and how to prioritize
my school work, athletic training and the time I could spend with my
girlfriend. Time management and prioritization are two skills that still serve
me well today as I learn to become an educator. I consider them things that I
will model for students as a mentor figure.
By setting goals, we also discover what we are made of
inside. For example, I discovered during my athletic training that I am a very
patient and resilient person. If we fast forward to my time as a graduate
student, I discovered that I was capable of earning a 4.0 grade point average. Now
in-stead of aiming for a 3.5 grade point average, I want to see how long I can
keep my 4.0. Maybe I will graduate from the education program with it. The
important thing is that I have learned to collaborate and use the resources available
to me. In other words, I know that I’m surrounded with teachers, former
teachers and aspiring teachers who would be happy to help me on my journey. I
have discovered the importance of asking for help. This is how I have developed
the philosophy that there is no reason not to do well at anything you do. The
answers to your questions can always be found somewhere. At this point, our
discussion about goals and achievement is a great transition into the idea of
winning. The word “win” appears even larger than most of the other words on the
page. Rest assured winning here carries two meanings. First, the traditional definition
of being the best of the entire pool of competitors at a given task, skill or
job. Second, it means simply achieving a goal and achieving victory over
yourself. The biggest personal example of this can be found during my college
track career. In the sport of track, it’s always great to win a race by being
the first person to cross the finish line. In my opinion, it is even better to
complete the distance in a faster time than before. During
a college race at Vassar, I finished second, but I broke my own Mount Saint Mary
400-meter school record by three tenths of a second. In life, it is far more
important to better yourself than beat someone else. However, when someone else
is better than you, it can be helpful by pushing someone else out of their
comfort zone.
If we apply these ideas to the classroom, we will
notice that it to can be a competitive environment conducive to self-improvement.
I often find myself eager to achieve a higher grade than my colleagues. As I
watch them teach, I am often consumed with the desire to be a better and more
skilled teacher. Win or lose, I know that I will emerge as a stronger teacher
by aspiring to be better than my colleagues. This is where some of the other
ideas come into play such as “rise above yourself”, “dream”, “be a force to be
reckoned with” and “don’t be afraid.” If we don’t’ get past our fears, we will
never achieve our goals. The best personal example I can provide of getting
past fear is how I am currently moving past my fear of failure. My abilities as
a competitive runner have slowly eroded as life took its tole. On top of that, I
became discouraged each time I failed to run a satisfactory time. Now, I have
chosen to accept that the only way I can ever become as quick as I was is to
accept that I’m not in the same condition. But, if I work hard, I can get there
again. When I started college, I couldn’t accept that I wasn’t earning A grades
as I consistently did during high school. I decided when I started graduate
school, that I wasn’t going to be afraid anymore and now I have achieved even
higher grades than I believed I could.
The next main idea present in my manifesto is subtly
scattered across the page. The idea is to avoid becoming defined by your
career. I do not aspire to become Matt Soltis the elementary school teacher. I
plan to become Matt Soltis, friend, volunteer, artist, mentor, athlete, educator,
husband and father. Having interests and hobbies that make me happy outside of
a job make give me more to bring back to my classroom. For example, if I am an
art teacher, I bring my unique skills as an artist/art conservator. It means
that I will bring raw enthusiasm which will inspire my students to learn. You
can’t be all about business as a teacher because the students will sense it and
they will reflect the same attitude about learning. Also, employment by itself
is no indicator of success. Rather, it is the love of your friends, students
and family. This leads us into my final thought about how love is everywhere
and binds all of us together.